Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Liking Adult Kids

I wonder if Ellen doesn't like the "older kids" anymore.  Aha ha ha!

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Mixed Race

Forum Post

It's so hard for me to get accepted to these sites.

IMDb

Yea, no one's gonna wait for them to catch up, too. It's like everyone of other races are sheep.
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Weights

Maybe, I'll get these: link.
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Wondering?

Why dinos hate 1 another?  Animals have feelings and eat what they hate.  They insult their prey.  I found out with bugs on TV.

War

There are robots out there that are getting advanced, and we can't do anything about it until a utopia is settled.

What's Not It for Me

Someone else being treated good by Hollywood and in public.  Unless I can scrape this off as nonentity from the scum of my blog.

Unfortunately

If I disagreed with anything tonight or anyone it was Ellen.

Why

Why let Tim Burton in the way.  Let's plow through and find the answers..

Friends

Why do we have to let Ellen get in the way?  Does she really want you to do that?  I don't need some abstract non-answer.

Here's a challenge.

Ellen: how can you rub in that I am some random form of Asian, while you let all these people who never have to think that with anyone get away with it?  You're not a superhero.

TV

At least some birds have a magnet or compass in their body that tells them where to go!

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The Funny Thing

The funny thing is most people would agree with what I said.
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TV

I'm watching something about cops.  Do you think supporting my friends not e-mailing me back and leaving me confused like I'm spamming is okay.. it seems it confuses other people?  ¿Comprende?

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Question

Why are people who are younger bossing me around?

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

The audience looked really happy, pepped, and excited about being on the show!  I was wondering about how to get ready healthwise to be seen on TV.  Do these people in lose shirts work out?  Or is that just what you wear?  Most wear plain, bright shirts.  The people who answered were so happy, but I don't think that's quite for me.  I was wondering what would be on when I go.  I'm inspired to sing now, eventually singing "Let It Go!"

It was nice to see the audience get the prizes.  It was nice to see Tony, too.  Kai singing "Roar" was good.  LL Cool J was bringing it on with Tony!

Amy Purdy and her bf from Dancing With the Stars I think was so nice.  Her legs are amputated.  She like snow skiiing or boarding.  She just is so ready to be nice and make friends.  I'm gonna try to see if she's on Twitter..  Their dance was so awesome.  They did it to the 1 that goes, like from ecards, "Well.. you make me wanan -shout- throw my hands up and -shout- .. say you will say you will!"  It was definitely talent.  I did notice the rest of her seemed bigger, and she said her body needed to give blood to her organs and not her legs..

Today seemed nice.  I know I was mad this week at home on the inside and had to let some of it out.  My parents were in a different mood last night.  I'm still trying, but it seems like I'm made to think oops something is too late that wasn't there before.  I was awful mad and picked on.  I was gonna try changing up or leaving.  It seems awhile until the next episode.  I did whine online.  I need to ignore things, but I do post stuff, too, that bothers me.  There's just nothing else to talk about.  I do post about things like animals and places, though.  It's just that we're supposed to use talking to get through to people.  I am very sorry, but I mean you all are mean to me.  This is not like other kids being mean to me growing up!  I do have a problem, but I don't wanna be mean again.  I am getting better by and by, maybe I felt better from things like breakfast.  Sometimes, I ask my parents what's wrong.. or just think, "No, go away," and stuff like that a lot.  I think it makes them sad cuz they want me to have a relationship.  You know I'm on medicine because of something at school, and technically I can get off and when I live on my own, but I can never have a happy time with my fam, maybe if I get that other psychiatrist someday when I feel ready to lower the meds.  My therapist said I won't get better if I don't admit I'm ill.. and she seemed to say I would get better if I accepted it like.  I dunno I just am really sorry, but at the time I was feeling cornered.  I hope everyone is okay, most importantly.. which no one cares about me fully enough and makes me upset and feel fat or get fat.  It's such a sacrifice what I do to get people to like me and my own parents.  Most parents are different.

So, sorry.  About this post on the show, it was neat on the show.  Am I correct, no bother was just thinking and am saying, that Ellen is hinting that she wants off and doesn't like kids?  You can't use a cheap way to get to people who know me who'll make me look bad and you believe them!  These people are weird.  She was more assuring before, but maybe she needs a break.  I have no clue if she talks to my dad, but I know he'd be a professional around her normally, may not dress up for it.  It's just I'm with him, and I got a bad vibe like I said from my parents.  I can't have them like doing stuff like this that changes things for me.  It just makes me feel bad.  I dunno what to say in apology.. like what I'll "accept" and shut up about.  I just wanted to address people because this is what they don't like.  We like Ellen, even if we don't know her, and that's what I don't get.  I just feel bad that I seem to hog up attention online.  I do want my blog and vlog.  I dunno, I mean I talk, and like this is something to talk about that's social.  No biggie, I just said it all once.  It's mainly to address other people's interests.  That's not how it goes.  You don't suggest something like someone might like someone or wanna meet them and the whole world already looks up to and likes them.. then some people come along and make it so someone has to make themselves look bad, like they don't like them cuza their own race or something.  I know little things aren't as bad as this.  My dad seems after me for some reason.  We don't want Ellen to be like him, a bit boring, a bit unattractively fat.  It's apparently something the people find to do with their entertainment.  All I can say is we're still people and I think we just want Ellen to be safe from like my family.

Well, okay, might go eat soon, made a pizza.