Wednesday, April 30, 2014
Problem
Why do I get more mean messages when someone decides I was bad and like it doesn't matter cuz it could happen anyway, being mad at me for something?
Guess what else..
..My Facebook is slow. Haven't been on much lately. It's stuck. What if Ellen did it? Who cares, someone did.
Issue
What a turn of feelings. All for Ellen? These people were nice before. You're all sneaky racists. You're taking advantage of knowing my race when you have no right to you liars.
Did Ellen do it? She can't keep attacking me!
Did Ellen do it? She can't keep attacking me!
Funny
All these people upset over Bella Thorne cuz she's not the only person in the world. Meaning I am wild and crazy, too, not just Bella Thorne. Everyone's having an inner fit over the meaning of her. No offense. It is a bit weird..
Everyone's being mean to me for Ellen!!
One hoof out the door. A teaser of my epic hat created by @kerinrosegold for @kentuckyderby. I love… http://t.co/7EhTRAhjYt
— Johnny Weir (@JohnnyGWeir) May 1, 2014
Yes, but they probably don't sing as much. They must need to eat well, too. They're cute now, hopefully will mature the right way.
That's not me.
That's not what it would be like with me watching or being on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."
Question
Why when I just wonder if something is okay to I get a negative message from someone random..? Then, it just goes on like that, I wonder if something is okay and they snap back like I hurt them?
Problem
I was mad getting out the cake and it like ripped the skin under my nail and nail polish it seems.
So
You're not perfect. You won't sit here and dissect what I said that you want addressed to me. Yet, you pester me still. I was just mad, I wasn't "doing" anything. I don't like getting mad. Well, I would, but people get mad back. I dunno, if I were mad that means there's something specific in my life I'm doing wrong, unless I'm being hurt in some way.
Let's turn around..
..seeing people get stimulated can upset me if I never get to have any fun.
Say something good. You.
Say something good. You.
There is no "best person in the world."
I'd say Ellen is a liar because she stimulates herself. I'm reporting, not insulting. I don't even have to say that.
If Ellen gets to be stimulated like it's okay, then so do we.
If Ellen gets to be stimulated like it's okay, then so do we.
Do you know a pretty little liar?
Do you find everything you have a problem with is because of something they do?
Do you feel punished for reveling in gratification that you're nicer than someone?
Do you feel punished for reveling in gratification that you're nicer than someone?
What It Is
Can I just say how mad I am Ellen treats me like I'm too old to be her kid? I'm not saying I have to be her kid, I'd say, or else I'd go wild. I don't think it's right if that's why she wouldn't treat me a certain way, because of what I just said! Can you even explain why that would make sense to anyone? No. She knows that.
Even if I were too old, I wouldn't care about those who weren't.
Even if I were too old, I wouldn't care about those who weren't.
Issue
Why should I act like Ellen respects me? If she likes me a lot, does that mean what she does is respectful? No, she just wishes she were popular, to be popular.
Question
Ellen won't do me a nice response if anyone is REALLY being mean to me but acting coy. So, someone is mean to me, and I just address it nicely and she's off being nice. You know it doesn't matter, but I can still talk about it. It doesn't matter in that it's just saying hey don't get mad at me, Christina did it.
Talk more.
Bella could talk more. Such a shame to see people sit there and just not talk. Try doing a vlog.
@bellathorne Am I supposed to feel guilty and bow down to you all by myself? I'm glad you find happiness.. You seem tired.
— Christina Barrett (@awildGRITS) April 30, 2014Weird
Rapists who kill their victims. It seems to be prevalent. It is even more with people who know each other already.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Why don't they try to give the people in prison medicine cuz they are human? They need it to be a good facility because it's cruel and unusual punishment to lock them up for life, even though they should be because of them committing it again. If it's stealing might not be dangerous. Some people are psychotic. People with schizophrenia are mean, like me.. and we don't knot what we do cuz we think it's cute to have bipolar.
@FrankoSpanko737 @bellathorne @angelinethorne So, are you upset or just being spoiled?
— Christina Barrett (@awildGRITS) April 30, 2014cont.
I mean she is the opposite of supportive, she doesn't want anyone to feel they even support themselves! Now, is that saying she ^did something^?
Differences
You know, Ellen DeGeneres has to follow that status quo when meeting someone who likes her a lot who is Asian, by denying them as much respect as others get.
Problem
Ellen DeGeneres opposes being supportive.
Also, I don't know why she's acting like we're not as good as her. She just plays games.
You all want me to become fascinated with her above me, but it isn't true.
Also, I don't know why she's acting like we're not as good as her. She just plays games.
You all want me to become fascinated with her above me, but it isn't true.
My Opinion
Ellen DeGeneres feels it's right to rub in that I do things wrong, but she's just trying to make herself feel good, no offense. I have no clue for sure of what she does and what others do. Lots of people "cancel" things when people are mad at me being upset! They rub in funny feelings with things like that. Care to explain?? All I get in the end is people not liking this.. I guess there can be a point to it, but it's too bad we ended up doing that.. The point doesn't seem to make sense for them, though, and seems a bit personal, as well. Care to explain what I do that is worse than what others do?
Tuesday, April 29, 2014
@taylorswift13 Are you just afraid? Who is really "we?" Is it just 2 things?
— Christina Barrett (@awildGRITS) April 30, 2014
IMDb
Yea, no one's gonna wait for them to catch up, too. It's like everyone of other races are sheep.
Wondering?
Why dinos hate 1 another? Animals have feelings and eat what they hate. They insult their prey. I found out with bugs on TV.
War
There are robots out there that are getting advanced, and we can't do anything about it until a utopia is settled.
What's Not It for Me
Someone else being treated good by Hollywood and in public. Unless I can scrape this off as nonentity from the scum of my blog.
Friends
Why do we have to let Ellen get in the way? Does she really want you to do that? I don't need some abstract non-answer.
Here's a challenge.
Ellen: how can you rub in that I am some random form of Asian, while you let all these people who never have to think that with anyone get away with it? You're not a superhero.
Let it go. Can’t hold it back anymore. –Elsa (Frozen)
— Disney Words (@disneywords) April 29, 2014Real friends help when you’re falling apart. –Eeyore
— Disney Words (@disneywords) April 29, 2014True love involves putting someone else’s happiness ahead of your own. –Toy Story Campaign
— Disney Words (@disneywords) April 28, 2014@bellathorne Exciting your fans? I didn't know you were black.
— Christina Barrett (@awildGRITS) April 29, 2014@bellathorne LOL who are you now Ellen DeGeneres! AHAHAHA
— Christina Barrett (@awildGRITS) April 29, 2014TV
I'm watching something about cops. Do you think supporting my friends not e-mailing me back and leaving me confused like I'm spamming is okay.. it seems it confuses other people? ¿Comprende?
@bellathorne Looks like you've got something to change, no more no les.
— Christina Barrett (@awildGRITS) April 29, 2014
@bellathorne Well, well well, I didn't know you were even into that kinda stuff.... Upping the ante are way? I have a pizza to destroy! }=0
— Christina Barrett (@awildGRITS) April 29, 2014
@bellathorne Wow, though, it's so nice to meet people like that. I'm into Johnny Depp and Tim Burton. =o
— Christina Barrett (@awildGRITS) April 29, 2014
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
The audience looked really happy, pepped, and excited about being on the show! I was wondering about how to get ready healthwise to be seen on TV. Do these people in lose shirts work out? Or is that just what you wear? Most wear plain, bright shirts. The people who answered were so happy, but I don't think that's quite for me. I was wondering what would be on when I go. I'm inspired to sing now, eventually singing "Let It Go!"
It was nice to see the audience get the prizes. It was nice to see Tony, too. Kai singing "Roar" was good. LL Cool J was bringing it on with Tony!
Amy Purdy and her bf from Dancing With the Stars I think was so nice. Her legs are amputated. She like snow skiiing or boarding. She just is so ready to be nice and make friends. I'm gonna try to see if she's on Twitter.. Their dance was so awesome. They did it to the 1 that goes, like from ecards, "Well.. you make me wanan -shout- throw my hands up and -shout- .. say you will say you will!" It was definitely talent. I did notice the rest of her seemed bigger, and she said her body needed to give blood to her organs and not her legs..
Today seemed nice. I know I was mad this week at home on the inside and had to let some of it out. My parents were in a different mood last night. I'm still trying, but it seems like I'm made to think oops something is too late that wasn't there before. I was awful mad and picked on. I was gonna try changing up or leaving. It seems awhile until the next episode. I did whine online. I need to ignore things, but I do post stuff, too, that bothers me. There's just nothing else to talk about. I do post about things like animals and places, though. It's just that we're supposed to use talking to get through to people. I am very sorry, but I mean you all are mean to me. This is not like other kids being mean to me growing up! I do have a problem, but I don't wanna be mean again. I am getting better by and by, maybe I felt better from things like breakfast. Sometimes, I ask my parents what's wrong.. or just think, "No, go away," and stuff like that a lot. I think it makes them sad cuz they want me to have a relationship. You know I'm on medicine because of something at school, and technically I can get off and when I live on my own, but I can never have a happy time with my fam, maybe if I get that other psychiatrist someday when I feel ready to lower the meds. My therapist said I won't get better if I don't admit I'm ill.. and she seemed to say I would get better if I accepted it like. I dunno I just am really sorry, but at the time I was feeling cornered. I hope everyone is okay, most importantly.. which no one cares about me fully enough and makes me upset and feel fat or get fat. It's such a sacrifice what I do to get people to like me and my own parents. Most parents are different.
So, sorry. About this post on the show, it was neat on the show. Am I correct, no bother was just thinking and am saying, that Ellen is hinting that she wants off and doesn't like kids? You can't use a cheap way to get to people who know me who'll make me look bad and you believe them! These people are weird. She was more assuring before, but maybe she needs a break. I have no clue if she talks to my dad, but I know he'd be a professional around her normally, may not dress up for it. It's just I'm with him, and I got a bad vibe like I said from my parents. I can't have them like doing stuff like this that changes things for me. It just makes me feel bad. I dunno what to say in apology.. like what I'll "accept" and shut up about. I just wanted to address people because this is what they don't like. We like Ellen, even if we don't know her, and that's what I don't get. I just feel bad that I seem to hog up attention online. I do want my blog and vlog. I dunno, I mean I talk, and like this is something to talk about that's social. No biggie, I just said it all once. It's mainly to address other people's interests. That's not how it goes. You don't suggest something like someone might like someone or wanna meet them and the whole world already looks up to and likes them.. then some people come along and make it so someone has to make themselves look bad, like they don't like them cuza their own race or something. I know little things aren't as bad as this. My dad seems after me for some reason. We don't want Ellen to be like him, a bit boring, a bit unattractively fat. It's apparently something the people find to do with their entertainment. All I can say is we're still people and I think we just want Ellen to be safe from like my family.
Well, okay, might go eat soon, made a pizza.
It was nice to see the audience get the prizes. It was nice to see Tony, too. Kai singing "Roar" was good. LL Cool J was bringing it on with Tony!
Amy Purdy and her bf from Dancing With the Stars I think was so nice. Her legs are amputated. She like snow skiiing or boarding. She just is so ready to be nice and make friends. I'm gonna try to see if she's on Twitter.. Their dance was so awesome. They did it to the 1 that goes, like from ecards, "Well.. you make me wanan -shout- throw my hands up and -shout- .. say you will say you will!" It was definitely talent. I did notice the rest of her seemed bigger, and she said her body needed to give blood to her organs and not her legs..
Today seemed nice. I know I was mad this week at home on the inside and had to let some of it out. My parents were in a different mood last night. I'm still trying, but it seems like I'm made to think oops something is too late that wasn't there before. I was awful mad and picked on. I was gonna try changing up or leaving. It seems awhile until the next episode. I did whine online. I need to ignore things, but I do post stuff, too, that bothers me. There's just nothing else to talk about. I do post about things like animals and places, though. It's just that we're supposed to use talking to get through to people. I am very sorry, but I mean you all are mean to me. This is not like other kids being mean to me growing up! I do have a problem, but I don't wanna be mean again. I am getting better by and by, maybe I felt better from things like breakfast. Sometimes, I ask my parents what's wrong.. or just think, "No, go away," and stuff like that a lot. I think it makes them sad cuz they want me to have a relationship. You know I'm on medicine because of something at school, and technically I can get off and when I live on my own, but I can never have a happy time with my fam, maybe if I get that other psychiatrist someday when I feel ready to lower the meds. My therapist said I won't get better if I don't admit I'm ill.. and she seemed to say I would get better if I accepted it like. I dunno I just am really sorry, but at the time I was feeling cornered. I hope everyone is okay, most importantly.. which no one cares about me fully enough and makes me upset and feel fat or get fat. It's such a sacrifice what I do to get people to like me and my own parents. Most parents are different.
So, sorry. About this post on the show, it was neat on the show. Am I correct, no bother was just thinking and am saying, that Ellen is hinting that she wants off and doesn't like kids? You can't use a cheap way to get to people who know me who'll make me look bad and you believe them! These people are weird. She was more assuring before, but maybe she needs a break. I have no clue if she talks to my dad, but I know he'd be a professional around her normally, may not dress up for it. It's just I'm with him, and I got a bad vibe like I said from my parents. I can't have them like doing stuff like this that changes things for me. It just makes me feel bad. I dunno what to say in apology.. like what I'll "accept" and shut up about. I just wanted to address people because this is what they don't like. We like Ellen, even if we don't know her, and that's what I don't get. I just feel bad that I seem to hog up attention online. I do want my blog and vlog. I dunno, I mean I talk, and like this is something to talk about that's social. No biggie, I just said it all once. It's mainly to address other people's interests. That's not how it goes. You don't suggest something like someone might like someone or wanna meet them and the whole world already looks up to and likes them.. then some people come along and make it so someone has to make themselves look bad, like they don't like them cuza their own race or something. I know little things aren't as bad as this. My dad seems after me for some reason. We don't want Ellen to be like him, a bit boring, a bit unattractively fat. It's apparently something the people find to do with their entertainment. All I can say is we're still people and I think we just want Ellen to be safe from like my family.
Well, okay, might go eat soon, made a pizza.
Monday, April 28, 2014
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